Harini result ke matriks or form6 dah keluar kan. Congrats to anyone yang dapat.
Aku? I feel so stupid. Why? Sebab aku lupa nak apply for matriks. Okay trust me aku pun dunno knp lupa Hahha So I checked for the form6 punya. I got it. yup. JURUSAN SAINS. Ada happy ada sedih ada low confident semua ada. Ye la 2 tahun ambil science stream tapi result tak de la kira pandai giler kan. So..takut ambil? hah macamtu la. Eventhough aku serious suka belajar science, belajar in science class dulu.
So aku macam dapat negative feedback la lepas result SPM keluar last month. Like I was struck by an arrow. *Definitely not cupid's arrows* But somehow kan little part of me can't give up science. I mean, aku ndamau giveup. Aku bukan the type yang cepat giveup? hahaa
Some of my friends pun giveup after result keluar. Ada yang dulu nak jadi engineer, dentist semua tu :') Tapi in my situation ni, I'm not sure. In a bind sekarang nak masuk form6 sampai habis or tunggu UPU. serious.
Making decisions tak pernah tak susah T.T
Thursday, April 14, 2016
Monday, April 04, 2016
To forgive
Last night was....woah aku ndatau how to describe everything.
It was last year. I can't help myself but mad at apa yang both of them buat. Aku nda maafkan dorang time tu *I know I shouldn't do that* but I told them akan ada satu masa aku dapat maafkan dorang. Before last night lagi sudah terfikir mau maafkan dorang. And finally, last night aku beranikan diri ws dorang.
To be honest, aku anggap dorang bestfriend aku. Kami rapat, serious, Yang sorang tu aku rapat since hujung form1 gitu sebab we were classmates. Dari situ aku kenal adiknya, but rapat during form4. Classmates. We always share stories together. Before2 ni memang pernah la bergaduh camtu, but I think tu normal kan? But just because of last year kitorang tak bertegur. If u ask me, memang aku rindu dorang.
After dorang reply aku last night, tak sedar tiba2 nangis hahha rindu...rasa bersalah pun ada. ws berjam2 tanya itu tanya ini. Agak panjang juga perbualan sampai jam 2-3 pagi gitu. Kan bagus if aku ws awal2 :')
I'm not sure if batch mate lain or classmates dah maafkan dorang. I hope they will. Yes dorang salah sebab buat macam tu, but everyone have done banyak mistakes just in different forms kan? Maybe last year impact lagi besar 'cause we're from the first class, harapan sekolah *kononnya*. No one really expect that. But I was mad at one thing, cikgu2 yang suruh kitorang senyap, rupanya ada some teachers yang sebarkan about it to juniors.
I gotta learn from mistakes, we should :) #STAYSTRONG
It was last year. I can't help myself but mad at apa yang both of them buat. Aku nda maafkan dorang time tu *I know I shouldn't do that* but I told them akan ada satu masa aku dapat maafkan dorang. Before last night lagi sudah terfikir mau maafkan dorang. And finally, last night aku beranikan diri ws dorang.
To be honest, aku anggap dorang bestfriend aku. Kami rapat, serious, Yang sorang tu aku rapat since hujung form1 gitu sebab we were classmates. Dari situ aku kenal adiknya, but rapat during form4. Classmates. We always share stories together. Before2 ni memang pernah la bergaduh camtu, but I think tu normal kan? But just because of last year kitorang tak bertegur. If u ask me, memang aku rindu dorang.
After dorang reply aku last night, tak sedar tiba2 nangis hahha rindu...rasa bersalah pun ada. ws berjam2 tanya itu tanya ini. Agak panjang juga perbualan sampai jam 2-3 pagi gitu. Kan bagus if aku ws awal2 :')
I'm not sure if batch mate lain or classmates dah maafkan dorang. I hope they will. Yes dorang salah sebab buat macam tu, but everyone have done banyak mistakes just in different forms kan? Maybe last year impact lagi besar 'cause we're from the first class, harapan sekolah *kononnya*. No one really expect that. But I was mad at one thing, cikgu2 yang suruh kitorang senyap, rupanya ada some teachers yang sebarkan about it to juniors.
I gotta learn from mistakes, we should :) #STAYSTRONG
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